Monday, August 2, 2010

Shit Post

Instead of making a pretty post filled with one subject and a bunch of witty remarks, I'm going to do another shit post. By "shit post" I mean that I'm too lazy to make a high quality post, so once again I'm going to blurt out anything that comes to mind and see where it leads to.

The first thing that comes to mind is my hair because it's dripping on my neck right now. I've been following the CG method for quite awhile now. The question is, has it been working?

Absolutely. Who knew these crazy natural waves existed?


Believe it or not, that's actually not the most intense of my waves (I took that a few weeks ago). I even have some ringlets! I'll never use sulfates ever again! It's so bizarre.. I actually get compliments from random strangers! I love it!

Subject number two. About the picture above. See that tricep? Yeah, it's much improved! I'm still not at Jennifer Aniston tricep status... but I'm much closer than I was a few months ago.

It's kind of weird. I've gotten skinnier over the last few months but I've actually gained weight because of my new muscles. I'm really happy about this. I feel healthier and stronger. It's also weird because I can also handle eating more without gaining weight. It's so bizarre how significantly your body can change.

What else? Well, first of all, my gigantic lesbian crush is pretty much out of the bag. I have always had issues holding those in for too long. Kevin's actually nice about this one. He even said she was cute. He usually takes an instant GRRRR position on my gigantic lesbian crushes, but for once he's being pretty nice about it. Hmm.. makes me wonder...

Okay, changing the subject.

Bug problems.

Yeah I'm absolutely disgusted with the bug problems we have at this apartment. I've lived in 6 different places in the last past 5 years and I've never had such an issue. There are just way too many points of entry in this place. It used to be a disconnected two car garage with an office, and they turned it into an in-law suite.. but I'm assuming that they never bug-proofed it.

Well, it's quite obvious that they didn't.

Best friend issues. I've been best friends with Alex for years and years and years. I've tried so hard to hold onto him once I moved away in August of 2006, but it seems to have been a lost cause. We spend time together now and then, but he changed to the extent that I don't think it's working out anymore.

It's devastating to lose a best friend.

In an attempt to salvage our relationship, I invited him to see La Roux with me this past Thursday. He bought a ticket. I bought a ticket. And I already saw from the beginning that it was a lost cause. I don't know. And then I started to realize that I really wished that Nick was going with me, not Alex. I was no longer excited about seeing Alex, but rather, just about going to the show. I was even thinking... maybe it would have even been more fun to have went myself.

Luckily the show was cancelled. Well, I was sad about the show being cancelled, but I wasn't sad about the ripping apart of my heart being cancelled. Alex promptly got the refund, and I promptly decided to hold onto my ticket in the event that Nick will be able to go with me in November (which is when La Roux is making up the cancelled show).

I wish friendships were easier.

Luckily I have some friends around here that I'm slowly becoming closer to. Slowly meaning like.. snail speed. It's much harder to become closer to people when you're falling into adulthood. For instance, suddenly having ten million responsibilities that you didn't know existed and never having the opportunity to hang out with people seems to be a major issue.

But you know what, I'm willing to stick it out. I'd love to have friends around here that I love as much as, let's say, Nick and Amanda back home. That would mean the world to me.

That seems to be enough for one night. I want to go to the mall and buy lotion for my legs.

1 comment:

  1. Your hair looks very nice! I try to get low sulfate shampoo or none at all but I can't do no-poo or no-cone. I could maybe not use shampoo if I tried harder but I can't give up -cones in my conditioners yet.

    I'm sorry your friendship is so complicated :/ but I hope seeing us helped that day! See you around :D
    -Claudia

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