And I deleted my Facebook. For a healthy reason, actually.
I was using it in a way that hurt me. My family wasn't being the way they used to be. So I wrote horrible things on there just to get their attention. I did this regularly.
A desperate cry for their love and attention. I'm so fucking desperate. I want my family back more than you would know.
It didn't work. They don't care about me, I know they don't.
So I deleted it. Because deleting it was the only way I could stop myself from begging for their attention and just getting more upset when they didn't reach out and help me.
I guess it's just me now. Me, myself, and I. I feel so abandoned.
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