Monday, June 2, 2014

Kicking ass, taking names

My dad always said, "Big dreams Nicole, big dreams."  Yes, but I've never failed at making them become reality.  I mean, I have nothing better to do with my life other than dream chasing.  And when you're constantly running around with a giant net, you're bound to catch something.

Today I signed up for the LSAT.  Big step.  Got my admission ticket and a big smile on my face. I'll do great, I'm sure.  And if not, at least I tried.  I'd regret NOT taking the test.  I'd never regret taking it.

I said to my dad, "Dad, I am going to meet a cute lawyer in law school and then I'm going to marry him."  His response was great:

"I'd rather you not.  I'd rather you stay single."

My response to him:  "Yeah, me too."

I love my dad so much.  He knows me so much and he knows that I am built to be an independent women with no worries and no ropes to tie me down.  When I am a wandering bundle of happiness with tons of challenges to face, that's when I'm at my best.  I'm so happy right now.  This is the happiest I've been in.. years probably.  No man can make me as happy as I am right now.  Only I can create this euphoria.

Will I always be single?  No, not always. Relationships aren't always bad. I've had a good one or two in there.  But I really need to focus on myself right now.  I need to focus on advancing in my career, keeping a smile on my face, and making healthy decisions that will give me a great future.

I used to say to Chris, "I'm basically Beyonce before she found her Jay-Z."  Hahaha.  Independent woman kicking ass, taking names, and one day stumbling across someone else who also made it to his throne.

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